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Det här blir det sista inlägget för mig på denna blogg. Bye bye bigapple, sagt hejdå till NY och nu ska jag ge mig ut på nya äventyr nämligen bestämt livet som mamma.
Där var det sagt, men mitt liv är inte slut för det, följ med mig på min nya blogg istället http://mybabyblue.blogg.se

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I remember when I was a kid watching Beverly Hills and I now found the song that I've been serching for a long time. Hold on - Jamie Walters (he plays Ray the guy who dates Donna for a while). The apartment hunting is goes very slow, but will get there. Like D said if you would find your dream apartment on the first look would just be insane! So I go more looking and saving to do, but luckely it look like we are heading for super stretch bonus for the second time this year! Wooohoo!! Due to the volcano me and Z couldn't go to London, such a pitty. We did however end up in Ystad, which is this cute little town east of Malmö, on a spa retreat. Have to go back this summer once it get's a bit warmer here. By the end of the summer M is moving down here with her b-friend, super exciting, family is always welcome:)

Yesterday M had Capari party serving colorful drinks with a bunch of girls in summerish dresses and in a great mood, we all had a great time, thanks M!!

Right now I'm waiting for V to wake up so that I can convince her to go and have brunch with me. Later I'm meeting up with A, guess he's slightly hungover since yesterday;)

This week I'm crossing my fingers that M is going to rock her exam, which I obvously know she will, she's amazing!!
We have an event on Thursday, so people don't be shy, Dolly Daggers are playing and we have a fashion show and free drinks, isn't a concept for a great time, YEAH!!

Friday it's Valborg and a general prayers day in Denmark?! And a bank holiday which means that we are off!! I'm going to Lund and hanging in the park with my dear friends, and hoping for sunny sunny weather!!

By the way don't forget to listen to Slash new album.

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Honestly, few know the crazyness that's been surrounding me lately. I've made my decision, not going to NYC not starting FIT! This does however not mean that I'm never gonna move over there, I love that country to much to stay here. I just don't have myself as my first priority anymore, which is scary and new but I guess it will grow on me.
A he's beging a star, I can't believe how supporting and sweet he's been. I appriciate it a lot, actually don't know what I would have done if we would have turned out to hate each other, gladly we don't and we are working on things. Work is great too, I will speak to a counsellor on Monday to figure out how I will succed with my education.

Tomorrow I'm looking at new apartments, buying my first own apartment, I thing I'm finally a grown up.
Me and Z are suppose to leave for London Monday but it doesn't look like we will at the moment. Damn Iceland!!
Happy anyway, listening to Lily Allen's fuck you and I love it and it make me smile.

More to come after Monday, update update.

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New week new start. How many new starts can you get during a life time?
Last week I had a discussion with Z about new starts, I told her that NYC will be an awesome new start. She said, very nicely and honest, why all these new starts, when are you going to be happy with the moment. I have been thinking about that since, I am a true dreamer I believe that the grass is greener on the other side I also believe that you will find the gold by the end of the rainbow, but the question is for how long are you going to dream and when are you going to face reality?
I defiently do not have a clue, I just wish for my happy ending, and I think I will find it in NYC. I've been going on about this NYC for soon 3 years so it's time I get my new start and happy ending in NYC.

Back at work today after Sunday off which I needed as I spent all Saturday night vomiting. sweet as sugar, huh! We did have some nice time Sunday V came by as I had craving for pizza that's what we got. I don't think it ever tasted as good before!! Sunday evening V had a get together with some of her friends which was nice, me and Jo went there and checked out her new crib, a cozy little apartment. Jo went off to see her man and me and V went out for a walk. I doubt it first didn't think I would survive but I sure did and it was nice.

Tomorrow I'm going to Nea as I missed her when she was in Malmo this weekend. It feels so nice having one of my old friends living so close I def feel I miss them all. Not saying I don't love my new friends but sometimes it's nice to have a laugh with your old friends as they known you forever.

This week is a busy week and I'm off the weekend My's coming and visiting me. Then I'm working 2 weekends in a row off 3 weekends and the first one I'm going up to Gothenburg to see my friends and then I have 5 days off during Easter when I will go home. I'm longing for my family!!

Today's song is Tina Dico - Break of day, which Daniel showed me and I've loved since.

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Finally got my little Thai HP to connect to internet, I did however have to pay 400kr for it. But in the end it's worth it, tho I hate Telia shit company. Last weekend was real nice had Agnetha, Per and Richard here visiting. Great spending time with the family, and getting a bigger prespective on a couple of things. What else, me and prince charming is over, kind of broke my heart but I found a great glue that will glue it together again. FUD!!!!  

So obviously the start of the week was crap, but then Tuesday we recieved a new book at work about cursing so I rocking the cursing now. Learnt a lot of new combinations on the cursing part! Just awesome! Totally made my day as well as the cute man on the bus, real pretty.

I also caught a cold, and I've been feeling totally lame, pathetic and sad, but luckally I'm doing better today. Had lunch with Linda at a nice italian place called Spot, I bet it's great in the summer just add some wine and well it will be awesome.

Tomorrow I'm staying in CPH having playstation evening with some friends, and Sathurday we're going out big time in Malmo. I need a night to party like a rock star, it's been to long since I had one of thoose last time I kind of got interruped to put it nicelly.

Great times in Thai, please give me some sun, pretty please..

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I think I might found a pretty boy look-a-like. I know that all of you that knows how pretty boy is might be in a major chock at the moment as he is oboviously very good looking, or as I would say hot hot hot!! Ok, I'm losing track here, but my point is that I found someone who I have known for a long time and never found that pretty before, so has he by fairy dust suddenly turned pretty?! Or has my judgement disappeared.

I have to figure this one out or it will bug me forever. I know Zandra proably knows so I will trust her judgement instead as mine is off.

As my friend My put up a couple of pictures from New Years I found the most charming one on myself..NOT but folks look at the picture and enjoy my drunken face and the uglyness that appears. A small note to the picture is that I'm usually not that ugly, but drunk, yes usually!


Thai thanks for Sang Som a real friend to the bitter end;)

Today's song have to be
Metric - Gold Guns Girls

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This week has been pretty good, Tuesday I had dinner with Char and D at Zoo bar. The burger's that they have there is smashing, but the waiter is rude. Bad really bad! Doesn't really matter I had a great time with the girls and lots of laughs and that is all that matter.

To my luck I had Wed and Thur off so Wed I went with My to look at apartments and well they weren't really our standard. Had coffee with Linda who now is a Malmobo, exciting news, as she is one of the coolest party girls!
Thurs I went to Lund had breakfast with My and then went on to see if I got accepted on the course I applyed for which I did, lucky me. It kind of suck anyway as my boss isn't that found of it and doesn't want to cut my hours so I can't take the course. I guess the stundent ID I get have to save up for it as I will get cheap beers and crazy nights.

Today I get in to work and we are understaffed as people are sick. And if you feel how cold our store is evan you would get sick. It's ridiculous, can't be more that max 5 degrees in our store, in other words freezing.
I survied and I had a great day, some weird way I always seem to work best under presure and I like it that way, as a matter of a fact it felt like time flew today.

I got off and meet up with Elina and Malin, for foodshoping. We cooked an amazing pasta with vegetables cream bonojure herbs and it all together was delicious.
We had candy and a movie Sommaren med Göran it had so many great comments one would be Anna Ahl, try to say it out high and you will understand it:)

By the way by April I will know if I got in to the school or not, can't wait I'm super excited.

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I am well aware that New Years has come and past a while ago.
But since then I went into some kind of depression. Not the depression that some pink pills will fix, but the one that make you question everything. I guess when you start making big decisions and trying to figure out yourself you start question everything and get into a bad vibe. That is were I have been lately. Work sucks and school I'm not sure what's going on, I will get my answer in Mars.

Malmö is grey and cold, I look into the windows of other people and the lights are warm and they look happy. I don't understand it. How can they be that happy, when everything feels like a black and white movie.

The boy, cause it's always a boy he isn't it?! He isn't here, he's far away. I try to exchange him with someone else but somehow the taste of some other boy isn't as sweet as it use too. Even pretty boy who use to show me the sky, isn't as exciting anymore.

I'm lost in the cold, trying to find my way home.

Today, I think I found a path, I'm following it and I think I can see the light.
Mars will come sooner then later and the boy, he will always be far away until he decides to wake up.



Todays song:

Skinny love - Bon Iver

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Well I'm back in Sweden again, went off the airplane and a cold wind shook me up. I'm still alive and I'm defiently not in Thailand anymore. I took the first train back up to the west coast as my grandpa is a bit ill and I wanted to see him and my family, which I've not seen in a while. I miss you!
To my and the rest of my family's happiness they un-tubed him on Friday so I could actually have a talk to him in which he responded, felt great!
Saturday morning I tookt the bus down to the south again getting ready for the SATC cocktail party that Malin threw. I spent 2 hours there until I had to give in,  I was exhusted and I felt really sick so ended up trowing up the entire night. Sunday was a bit better meet up with My in the city took a walk meet Victoria bought sushi and we all plus Jojo had a dinner. Really cosy, nice being back with all my friends.

Yesterday was my first day back at work. After almost 3 weeks off you feel a bit weird going back and actually doing something. But it all went good and people were glad to have me back and gave me tons of compliments for my nice tan! Woohoo!!
Today I'm off and my cold is coming back so I guess a trip to the doctor is on my To do-list today.
We'll see what they say maybe I did get the swine, how knows. Well after this afternoon I do at least.

Take care,

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Yesterday we finally got off the island, though it's strom and shitty weather the last day there was amazing! I'm already missing the island and the people that we were hanging with. After 7 days of partying we were all kind of tired and planed to take it a bit low key, boy was I wrong. Me and Liah went to the gym and worked out as it was crappy weather it wasn't much else to do. Went down to the town and met up with the rest of our crew and then we went to a pub called Corner or something like that. Were we got  our buckets(which is the only thing you drink when you are down here) I hung with a random english man as they are everywhere:) Got down to the beach where it were a massiv beach party with free drinks since Sanna got friends with the bartenders, gotta love that:) It was this bubble thing spraying over everything, so as nice and tipsy as we were we had to get into that. Well, let me put it this way I was soaked from top to toe. Someone gave me the awsome idea that I should wash it all off in the ocean. So me and the canadien boy went in and jumped in the wawes as they still were crazy high since it was a storm. But hey it was good fun!

Me and Liah and the british boys left the party around 4:50 AM and our bus from the hotel were leaving at 6.00 AM and it took us all a long time to get back. At 5:50 Liah wasn't done she had taken a shower but still not dressed or done packing. I had the funniest times with all the stupied stuff she needed to do. Gosh she was drunk and hilarious:) Then we spent 13 hours on boats and buses and that is the last time I ever go by a bus in Thailand the drivers are fucking insane and they stop everywhere just to try to sell you everything that you don't want. We got int to Phuket and to Phatong beach and checked in to a nice hotel for once. So here we are and let me put it in a nice way I'm leaving tomorrow cause this place is filled with hockers everywhere and old men with young boys and it's creaping me out. So tomorrow we're going to Phi Phi and then I'm off to Bangkok where I'm meeting up some british boys I meet at Koh Phangan.

Oh I almost forgot I got inked today too:)
I put down the lyric from Fleetwood Mac song on my foot
Go your own way

It's really pretty and I'm happy, Sanna did the same one on her neck so tonight we're going out and partying with out new tattoos.

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Yesterday a storm came in over the island, which now means that we are trapped here. No boats are leaving the island today, hopefully we will get on a boat tomorrow and get a flight for Phuket as it's crappy weather here and 35 degress in Phuket. But as everybody thinking the same means that their aren't any tickets left which sucks. So we're trying to get a flight to Bangkok and then from Bangkok over to Phuket. As soon as we know more I will update you guys too. For now I have some pictures from Fullmoon party, so enjoy:)


Sanna and Liah well painted for the night from a real artist.. haha


Rasmus and me

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Well, I've kind of recovered from yesterday or not recovered but at least I'm up on my feet. Something I can't say about everyone down here. Yesterday was the fullmoon party and it was insane. If you looked away for a secound you would loose the people that you were hanging with. It took me about 20 minutes on the beach and I lost both Liah and Sanna. it's proably hard to understand how much people it's there and how you just could lose each other but it all happended in a heartbeat. I was hanging with some brithish guys that I met on the boat over from Koh samaui, after looking for a while I found some of Mangus and Rasmus (two of the swedish guys we are traveling with)and then I saw Liah and Sanna too. Kind of pissed for being lost me and Liah went over to look for some other guys we were hanging with before but we ended up infront of a bar dancing until the morning. I swear I haven't had this much fun partying in forever. Everybody is crazy and in a great mood without worries. Me and Liah was smashing and danced like there were no tomorrow and well as for today it kind of wasn't, as I sleeped it away.

I guess me and Liah got home around 6 am just before the sun went up. Around 6.30 I hear a scream, it litterly sounds like someone is getting stabbed or something like that. And this sound is continuing for what seems like forever. Suddenly I hear our neighbor running out screaming, totaly mental. I freaked out, and then I hear the other niegbor who lived together with the other one taking on the phone and wanting a ambulance. I'm freaked out, Liah is freaked out and then we hear someone knocking on our door I refuse to open as I'm screared out of my mind. Well Luke one of our british friends is there and he keeps us company as we are both freaked out. Later on the rest of the british guys comes over and we all are hanging out until we're pasted out. late on today the guy next door comes up to us at the pool and tells us what happended and it turns out that his friend had a very bad experiance with some mushrooms. The guy is still at the hospital, and thats all i know for now.

Me and Liah will get something to eat and then then some drinks as we said all nights before we are going to take it easy. We will see how that turns out:)
On Thursday we're going over to Koh Tao and diving and stuff, going to be amazing. Guess that's all for now.
See ya all soon.

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The trip continues in Koh Pangan, we left Samui around 1ish yesterday and took the boat to Koh Pangan. This place is crazy, I swear it's made for young people and where ever you go you will always find a good party place. Me and Linnea (we are also known as Princess and Liah) are staying at Coral Bongalows which is a party place who has pool partys every day. So yesterday we all went mental and had a blast in the pool, well some more then others:) With the bucket in the hand I knew we all could create wonders, and we all did.


Here is one picture of us all before the pool party yesterday.


The regular motorcycle photo, gotta have it:)


Liah at the pool

I have to get to the shower now as it's starting to get dark here and we are suppose to find our friends and where they are staying. So until next time have fun and I will continue to update you guys.

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Well, I made the trip down here. Though I was kind of freaked out when I landed in Bangkok as I needed to catch a flight down to Koh Samui and somehow my phone didn't work and I sleeped for one hour on the plane and during that hour the crew went out with visa folders and I missed mine and the fakt that I was suppose to fill one out. Well, I  got an Aussie to help me and tell me how to do it.. well to be honest it's not that hard. About an hour later I got a ticket and a flight down to the island. I have to admit I didn't think it would be so nice, but boy wasn't I wrong it's marvelous down here and teh people are so friendly even though they don't understand a work I'm saying..

I got to our new hostel since Linnea and the other changed from the other one because of BEDBUGS! Everyone is well aware of me and bug and not a good combo. After getting the rooms we went down to the beach which is approx 150 m from our hostel. I spent I bet like an hour and a half in the sun then me and Sanna got massage in the sun for like 2 hours and I it cost us 60 kr, this is retarded, everything is crazy cheap.
In the evening we all went in to the city sat down at a Irish pub ordering beers (Singas) there I found some guys with flowers that me and Sanna really wanted and we hung out with them for a while. Super nice, and it was after that I got my new name Yankee. They thought I was from the states, (love it) and when I told them I weren't they stated a new name for me. Then I found some more guys from Germany that we played pool with. We all went to a bar on the beach that played old goodies, with beers and the sound of the waves. Fantastic, just fantastic!

Today we rented motorcycle and went to see some waterfall but it backfired as we all lost another and we all meet up in a Zoo. And listend to this I was sitting next to a tiger and was holding my hand on it.
Now I'm exhausted but we're proably going for some beers at some bar. Tomorrow we're leaving for Toh Phangan, and the full moon party. Gonna update some picture as soon as I get some time, until then you all have a great day and see ya all soon.

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Tillslut fick jag tummen ur och fick bokat min resa till Thailand.
Woohooo den 28 october bär det av till soligare kuster, där jag ska resa vidare från Bangkok till någon ö och möta upp Linnea. Blir en två veckor lång semester som jag längtar till som aldrig förr. Jag är super excited!!

Här kommer lite bilder från förra lördagen när vi var på Etage, har haft viss tvekan till detta ställe men det visade sig faktidst vara riktigt roligt. Denna helgs bilder kommer imorgon efter att My har skickat dem.
Ska hoppa i säng nu har massor att fixa med imorgon.



jag och thai-vicky i något försök att få till en bra bild.. Gick la sådär!!



Thai och Jojo, helt underbart härligt kort som förmedlar hela kvällen.. Galenskap!!



Kunde inte ungå att lägga upp denna, första gången det faktidst ser ut som jag har en rumpa.. Woohoo:)
Eller som Jojo försöker visa det är Rock n roll!!


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