New Year, new resolutions?!
I am well aware that New Years has come and past a while ago.
But since then I went into some kind of depression. Not the depression that some pink pills will fix, but the one that make you question everything. I guess when you start making big decisions and trying to figure out yourself you start question everything and get into a bad vibe. That is were I have been lately. Work sucks and school I'm not sure what's going on, I will get my answer in Mars.
Malmö is grey and cold, I look into the windows of other people and the lights are warm and they look happy. I don't understand it. How can they be that happy, when everything feels like a black and white movie.
The boy, cause it's always a boy he isn't it?! He isn't here, he's far away. I try to exchange him with someone else but somehow the taste of some other boy isn't as sweet as it use too. Even pretty boy who use to show me the sky, isn't as exciting anymore.
I'm lost in the cold, trying to find my way home.
Today, I think I found a path, I'm following it and I think I can see the light.
Mars will come sooner then later and the boy, he will always be far away until he decides to wake up.
Todays song:
Skinny love - Bon Iver
LIVE LOVE LAUGH
But since then I went into some kind of depression. Not the depression that some pink pills will fix, but the one that make you question everything. I guess when you start making big decisions and trying to figure out yourself you start question everything and get into a bad vibe. That is were I have been lately. Work sucks and school I'm not sure what's going on, I will get my answer in Mars.
Malmö is grey and cold, I look into the windows of other people and the lights are warm and they look happy. I don't understand it. How can they be that happy, when everything feels like a black and white movie.
The boy, cause it's always a boy he isn't it?! He isn't here, he's far away. I try to exchange him with someone else but somehow the taste of some other boy isn't as sweet as it use too. Even pretty boy who use to show me the sky, isn't as exciting anymore.
I'm lost in the cold, trying to find my way home.
Today, I think I found a path, I'm following it and I think I can see the light.
Mars will come sooner then later and the boy, he will always be far away until he decides to wake up.
Todays song:
Skinny love - Bon Iver
LIVE LOVE LAUGH
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